House, I hate you, I love you.

OMG I AM SO ANGRY AT HOUSE!! GOD DAMMIT HOUSE, YOU TOOL..
I have never hated House. He has done some pretty awful things in the past, but to me, they all had some justifiable motive or reason. The closest I came to REALLY getting angry at him was when he said "Good thing you failed to become a mother because you suck at it" to Cuddy. But even then, it was somewhat defensible because he was basically stripped of his painkillers and was in intense pain. But anyways, gah
FUCK YOU HOUSE
I despised his treatment of Cuddy in the "empty office" scene. You effing cowardly crass stupid retarded selfish deusche bastard.
But then he makes it up with the whole "desk" thing which at that time was beyond me to believe that this man could have such a capacity to care. Doesn't matter because the gesture was ruined by the last scene.
I really do not know what to think of that scene... I hope it's discussed in the next episode. I'd really like to know the writer's interpretation of it, cause i have 3 of my own and its killing me.
Gah, I just feel so bad for Cuddy. She puts herself out there. but no, house is such a 12 yr old emotionally stunted boy. He panics and does such a low House-thing.
House/Cuddy, such a slow painful burn. I like.